![]() ![]() I'm really selective about who comes with me. The fun part is dreaming about someone new, who I've never taken to the hideout before, and realized that they are having their first visit with me. Once we reach the hideout, I give them the tour and inevitably we'll find some kind of activity specifically for us to do together. I've been going there a lot though, so I'm not worried about anyone random showing up. I'm pretty sure it's just an abandoned hunting lodge or something that I discovered and I do not own it. It has no electricity and there are cobwebs everywhere. It's like a low treehouse and it looks our over the nature surrounding with a big wooden deck. So, the hideout is just a big dusty wooden building. They walk aside me, I never see their face or body, which makes me sad, because I'd love to see their faces for the hideout reveal. It's always stupid exciting to bring a new person to my hideout, too! The conversation on the walk feels familiar, and I am buzzing with an internal excitement because this place is so cool and I can't wait to show them. The path is gravel and uneven, and sometimes we have a red wagon full of supplies with us. Not that I can recall what they look like in my head, but I remember what they feel like. They are Georgia woods, I am almost 100% certain. The secret hideout exists at the end of a sunny wooded path. ![]() It's not like I get to pick who I go with either, so that surprise is always fun. I only visit this secret hideout for one on one adventures. I know exactly where it is and how to get there, which is surprising because normally, I am terrible with directions. See? In my dreams I have a secret hideout. The good dream is my favorite though, because sometimes I'll get to spend time with someone who has passed away. So, when I have it, I'll take a look at what's happening in my life to see if there is anything I might be neglecting or overlooking that makes me feel this way. I am realizing now that this dream happens whenever I am feeling unsure about something or unsafe in anyway. Instead, they're pulling more stuff out and making new piles. I'm left with less than an hour to clean up the holy hell of a mess and the person with me is not helping at all. The hotel room we are staying in is very long and always exists in a resort with multiple pools. Now, in these dreams, we almost always have a connecting room and the people (who I assume are folks I know, otherwise why would I care?) are asleep, so we have to be quiet. There are clothes strewn everywhere and so many other things, like craft supplies, cooking items and just random living bullshit. It's one hour until checkout and the room looks as if we'd been living in it for months. It's like I recognize their presence, but not their form, if that makes sense. I just know they are near and I hear them. I never see their face or their bodies really. ![]() There is always someone with me, a family member, a friend. In my most unsettling recurring dream, I'm in a hotel room and I've been there a while. I will tell you about both, but start with the bad one. I dream very vividly and even have two very clear recurring dreams. This is something I just realized and I guess it's probably related to the Aphantasia. ![]()
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